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hey girls!

this is the list of songs i put in my playlist!

(the little CD player that looks like this)

originally, i wanted to put only 10ish songs on it, but i got carried away because music really is my safe haven

this is a mix of songs i listen to on a daily basis (for now at least), songs i love, and some of them are a few of my ultimate favs ever.

some of them are here, because i'm nostalgic, others because i can't imagine creating a blog that's supposed to be me without those songs, some others are even here just for the vibe of the blog! but all those songs are favs of mine in one way or another<3

reminder that most of these are from problematic people, so please pirate if you can! (these are all mp3 HEHE)


i added notes, and hearts next to my absolute favorites<3

have fun!!

  1. ain't in LA - adéla (good luck subliminal by itkuzome on yt!) we all deserve to live the life we want and be the best version of ourselves<3
  2. hands on me - ariana grande girls like girls edit with this sound that reminds me of 2016 i love it (used to be a huge arianator)
  3. right roung - flo rida ft. kesha pitch perfect it everywhere.
  4. on the floor - jlo reminds me of summer in the 2010s :,) music on the radio at my gramma's house and playing super mario on my DS
  5. red bottoms - adéla recent one but i love it downnn
  6. break free - ariana grande i remember watching the music video for the first time and being in awe bahaha
  7. we don't talk anymore - charlie puth ft. selena gomez ♡ the nostalgia in this one and the beat makes me OUUHHH i become a snake
  8. love you like a love song - selena gomez 
  9. wish - ailey rain underrated masterpiece, i listen to it when i try to work on liquid gold (to republish it)!
  10. the precipice - jessie mazin very specific but i love singing that one, i find it easy and satisfying, and the lyrics are so poetic, her voice is beautiful 
  11. bags - clairo ♡ this is my favorite by clairo, i used to listen to it a lot in high school because i could relate to it in a way, and it's so SOFT
  12. so proud - cece natalie this one is for the vibes for sure, i found it while watching edits😭
  13. b2b - charli xcx for the vibes but omg it reminds me of the arcane season 2 era when people edited jinx with it! i love it as an edit sound (i used to be an editor so this makes sense bahaha)
  14. ayo technology - 50 cent i love this genre of music it just sounds good, awesome noises all around "YOU GOT ME SAYING AYOOO IM TIRED OF USING TECHNOLOGY"
  15. heaven can wait - mj ♡ i fell in love with that one when i heard a boy group sing it....then i listened to it fully and fell in love with the lyrics
  16. dream of you - beabadoobee ♡ i love everything about this song, it makes me feel so fuzzy inside
  17. hasta cuando - kali uchis so soothing, and the baddie lyrics at the end eat
  18. igual que un angel - kali uchis again, super specific, but i saw a girl on tiktok rollerskating on this song and i was mesmerized and loved the song, so i listened to it for days afterwards
  19. attention - charlie puth REMINDS ME OF MUSICALLY STOPPPP
  20. flatline - justin bieber ♡ i have no words, this song brings out the very worst in me. i love it
  21. golddigger - mckayla twiggs my fav from her is not released yet :|
  22. in love with your girlfriend - mckayla twiggs but i LOVE her songs
  23. boys, bugs and men - paris paloma ♡ paris is a lyrical genius and her songs mean the world to me. she managed to encapsulate what it's like to be raised socially as a girl
  24. yeti - paris paloma ♡ the second song i ever heard from her, recommended by one of my readers, and i've never stopped listening to it since
  25. last woman on earth - paris paloma ♡ this song is beautiful in a way that hurts a little. it came out while i was writing chapter 20 of liquid gold (which was the last chapter i wrote), and it helped shape it so much. again, she is a genius, i love her lyricism, and how she portrays being a woman in today's world in such a terribly accurate way
  26. as good a reason - paris paloma i don't know why i think of fleabag when i listen to this song? the scene in season 2 where she's talking with the woman in business. "every time you are succeeding, there's an old man somewhere seething, and spite's as good a reason to take his power"!!!
  27. plight - faunavision deserves way more hype. i saw one tiktok of them, added it to my playlist because it reminded me of the songs i like in one tree hill, very 2000s vibe, and it became a fav of mine
  28. heavy - the marias one time (back when i still used spotify, before it funded ICE and AI), i unintentionally left it playing on my ipad and "listened" to it 523 times LOL
  29. better - khalid REMINDS ME OF SUMMER 2017 AND 2018 AND 2019😭😭it sounds so good
  30. my girl - isabel larosa ♡ came out right after i finished writing The Fine Art of Kissing a Girl Friend and LOVEDDDD IT. it just sounds so dreamy yk?
  31. house of cards - bts i saw one edit of a guy i didn't even know with this song and i was like "sound sexy i'm in"
  32. dirty diana - mj this reminds me of my sister (a forever mj fan) when we played michael jackson just dance on the wii console :((
  33. stateside - pinkpantheress ft. zara this is the it song are you joking? talk about vocals damn
  34. die for me - chase atlantic i've loved this one since i saw an edit of my fav josei character with it LOL
  35. house of balloons - the weeknd need i say anything
  36. angel - massive attack this reminds me of Isidora....i listen to it when i read liquid gold, it's captivating and sounds so mysterious idk (also dominant woman vibes right?)
  37. makeup - chris grey this song is sexy, it's in my playlist for a book i want to write👅
  38. different - chris grey i used to consume these songs daily 
  39. cold blooded - chris grey ♡ again, reminds me of Isidora, i listened to chris's songs on repeat while writing liquid gold, especially this one, it's literally about her idc (Eros would never say the b word btw) "underneath her love there's a blade"???? "lost inside her mind it's a maze, she's a disaster i can't look away but she's??? ALL MINE" i'll stop here because i don't wanna do too much but be fr THATS THEM THATS ISIDORA AND EROS
  40. one more night - chris grey i'm an author but describing music is really hard for me, nothing is strong enough to express what it creates in me
  41. run - chris grey the END VOCALS HELOOO???
  42. pouring - chris grey i love rain/cloudy/stormy/very dark weather so this makes sense
  43. lifetime - chris grey in truth this entire album (the castle never falls) has my heart, i just didn't want to put them all here (also this is Edith's fav, i believe? shoutout to her and go read her awesome books about a princess ripping the monarchy apart for her knight! Long Live The Queen & All Hail The Queen by Edith C. Sotelo<3)
  44. gemini - chris grey when i first listened to the album, this one was my favorite because it made me think of Isidora (and Eros duh) I NEED HELP? i'm in love with her "her love is fatal, she ain't sent from heaven she's got horns in her halo, she tells me THAT SHE LOVES ME WHILE SHE'S DIGGING IN THE KNIFE" or whataver😒
  45. sick & twisted - chris grey ISIDORA & EROS "OUR LOVE'S SICK & TWISTED, AND I CANT GET ENOUGH!!"
  46. last breath/the reason - chris grey  yk that post i made saying i can't listen to my fav songs bc i love them too much? this is one of them LOL, haven't listened to it in months but i was obsessed with it when it came out and listened to it for weeks without getting tired of it. i consumed this song so much I AM THIS SONG.
  47. poltergeist - allegra jordyn ♡ my favorite from her!! it's so intense and beautifully written and the sounds are to die for
  48. bruised - allegra jordyn to me this song is about crushing the male ego so this is my why
  49. cruel intentions - allegra jordyn fun fact, the concert i went to see (check my very first post it's what i'm referencing) was chris grey, and she was his first part, i heard her sing this song and fell in love. she bewitched me i'm being so serious, seeing it live was incredible!
  50. beaches - beabadoobee this one is funny actually, i used to play the karaoke game on roblox and only knew how to sing the part on the game, i got curious and listened to it entirely and just loved it, so yeah (i love beabadoobee)
  51. the subway - chappell roan i love to sing this and pretend i'm grieving a relationship that never happened (with a woman ofc)
  52. casual - chappell roan idc if i'm basic of this, this is my favorite from her (also i listened to this whil writing my wlw short story TFAKGF)
  53. picture you - chappell roan and this is my fav too (also listened to it while writing)
  54. decode - paramore twlight HELLO?? fire playlist and also, PERFECT song to scream at the top of your lungs fr
  55. champagne coast - blood orange ♡ originally only liked the end part "ooooh" (yk) but holy shit i love this song. my favorite place ever is the beach in france (atlantic ocean) and this song is what it feel like to be there
  56. her - the american dawn ♡ this song is also pretty much what it feels like to be there. i love it.
  57. 2 on - tinashe this song is so hot i can't
  58. streets - doja cat INSTRUMENTAL GO CRAZYYYY
  59. one of the girls (yk) it's like i hate the lyrics but it sound so GOOD
  60. wildflower - billie eilish wrote the saddest chapters of liquid gold with this song and i love it
  61. lunch - billie eilish literally lesbian anthem
  62. collide - justine skye ft. tyga background vocals ATE THE HOUSE DOWN LIKEEE
  63. is there someone else - the weeknd oh this song. listened to it during my first (and only) year of uni, the instrumental just hits
  64. coming down - the weeknd NOW TALK ABOUT THOSE VOCALS AT THE BEGINNING?
  65. after hours - the weeknd for the vibes, i used to really like this one!
  66. popular song - ariana ft. mika mika sings in french, i grew up with his songs (ELLE ME DIT) so him + ariana grenade? also i lovedddd the song so relatable (poisoning men) and so fun
  67. rules - doja cat i think this was my first favorite of doja, i love learning "fast" songs it's so satisfying to sing lol
  68. agora hills - doja cat the era of edits with this song was irreplacable
  69. been like this - doja cat ♡ i saw ONE edit with this song, added it to my playlist, couldn't stop listening to it for months, and now it's one of the songs i can't listen to bc i love it so much
  70. jealousy - pale waves this one is so PUNK LOUD THAT YOU SCREAM and the lyrics are on point i love it so much "IN MY DEFENSEEEE JEALOUSY'S MY BSF!!"
  71. she's my religion - pale waves i found this one while looking for wlw songs to write the FAKGF (i'd never written wlw before and wanted it to be decent at the very least) and i never stopped listening to it bc it's just that good! "she's cold she's dark she's cynical, she's forever angry at the world, she's no angel but SHE IS MY RELIGION"
  72. miniskirt - aoa i love the instrumentals and the meaning of the lyrics i thought were so cool, and the dance is so fun
  73. ice cream - hyuna i found this at maybe 11? gangnam style dropped and then he dropped a music video with hyuna i couldn't stop watching (first sign of homo perhaps), so i looked into her a little and found this song.
  74. bubble pop - hyuna same for this one. the nostalgia hits in the best way with these two
  75. genie in a bottle - christina aguilera saw an edit of penelope with this back when season 3 of bridgerton just dropped and fell in love with the song all over again! edit truly are the best thing in the world
  76. primadonna - marina & the diamonds  "all i ever wanted was the world, i can't help that i need it all" really spoke to me as a teen perfectionist "you say that i'm kind of difficult, but it's always someone else's fault"
  77. oh no! - marina & the diamonds "DONT DO LOVE DONT DO FRIENDS IM ONLY AFTER SUCCESS DONT NEED A RELATIONSHIP ILL NEVER SOFTEN MY GRIP" THIS EATTSSSS as a almost certain aroace perfectionist who's rigid and inflexible this is my anthem
  78. no - meghan trainor again anything that flattens the male ego is my jam, and this is important for young girls, consent is everything!
  79. all about that bass - meghan trainor PLEASE I USED TO LOVE THIS SONG. FAT GIRLS UNITE!!! being skin and bones is not the look girls. don't fall into the fascist agenda. eat to your heart's content and be harder to kidnapp without shame.
  80. me too - meghan trainor love yourself anthem. i feel like she was ahead of her time LOL girls need songs like these!!
  81. dear future husband - meghan trainor i hate men but this song is so funnn i love singing it because the beat is so playful! also i'm nostalgic :,) "AFTER EVERY FIGHT JUST APOLOGIZE" "EVEN IF I WAS WRONG EVEN THOUGH IM NEVER WRONG: WHY DISAGREE"
  82. torn - natalie imbruglia nostalgia + the past few weeks felt like this song for me! good and light overall, but the lyrics are still accurate "nothing's fine i'm torn, i'm all out of faith, this is how i feel" ALSO it reminds me of one of my favorite shows Aşk101
  83. juno - sabrina carpenter this song sounds fun idk
  84. taste - sabrina carpenter loved the music video iykyk
  85. tears - sabrina carpenter that trend women were doing with this song was great oh my word
  86. when did you get hot? - sabrina carpenter my fav from her, the low sound at the start, the instrumental, the range, i used to sing this while biking around my neighborhood (trying to build up cardio bc i'm insane)
  87. espresso - sabrina carpenter summer vibes all around
  88. girl you loud - chr*s b**** ft. tyga the vocals at the beginning, i feel like i saw edits with this song as well but i can't remember
  89. killshot - magdalena bay need i say anything?
  90. into it - chase atlantic i was an OG fan of this band, i listened to friends with my ibf (which is a term that died LOL) in 2018, this song reminds me of her
  91. right here - chase atlantic my fav from them, the lyrics and the way it sounds mmh delicious
  92. sailor song - gigi perez i thought a man sang this at first, and when i found out it was a woman i started listening to it on repeat (to write the FAKGF as well), but it's even better with the music video. but maybe that's just me, i love the ocean
  93. please be rude - gigi perez ♡ jeez louise the second part of this song is beautiful. and she sings "and pleasee be rudeee" UGH.
  94. at the beach, in every life - gigi perez i was so mad hearing this song in the heartstopper movie. THEY HAVE PLENTY OF REP WHILE WE HAVE TO BEG FOR SCRAPS. THIS SONG IS NOT FOR YOU. i have a very real problem with mlm media being adored while wlw media goes unnoticed or is hated on for no valid reason. gay men are still men, they will always get more. i hate it here
  95. girls like girls - hayley kiyoko 2016 all over again. i watched the movie (pirated it lol) and it was devastating i loved it. "GIRLS LIKE GIRLS LIKE BOYS DO!!"
  96. novacane - frank ocean this is what i listened to while writing Our Best Friend is a Fucking Idiot. not sure why, the lyrics are complete nonesense and unrelated to the story i was writing, but the way it sounds really helped
  97. obsessed - mariah carey forever an eminem hater he's a weirdo fr this song is iconic
  98. kill bill - sza when liquid gold was still just an idea i had brainstormed, this song was one of my pillars to create their dynamic, Isidora obviously being the deadly one who's a menace to Eros
  99. snooze - sza my fav from her i love sza
  100. seek & destroy - sza why does it sound so GOODDD
  101. saturn - sza one of her best songs
  102. woman - doja cat the rap part is so fun to sing and i love the song like yes worship women
  103. purple lace bra - tate mcrae the refrain of this song is heavenly
  104. freak the freak out - victoria justice omg i love victorious (jade is the best and i ship her and tori also fuck the guy yk the one)
  105. take a hint - victoria justice and elizabeth gillies BEST SONG IN VICTORIOUS it was so great to put a song like this in a nickelodeon show, it still hits so good, i have my ship singing it together being in love!
  106. big time rush we used to watch this dumb ass show with my sister but the songs genuinely hit LMAO they're boy band level good actually
  107. boyfriend - big time rush my fav was the nerd guy (logan?)(makes sense if you know me i love nerds)
  108. any kind of guy - big time rush currently my favorite. it just sounds right. "ANY KINDA GUY YOU WANT GIRL THATS THE KIND ILL BE TURN MYSELF UPSIDE DOWN" as he should dafuq
  109. city is ours - big time rush tell me you hear the beginning and want to skip it. be so fr. i don't believe you. definitely top 5
  110. count on you - big time rush ft. jordin sparks we used to like this one so much we had it IN THE CAR...it was our fav shoutout to my sister<3 (also i think in that episode the girl is literally in a whole in the ground and asking for their help LMAOOOOO the context makes the song even better)
  111. baby - justin bieber i literally don't need to explain myself this song is everyone's childhood
  112. beauty and a beat - justin bieber for the vibes
  113. love yourself - justin bieber used to be a justin bieber fan (a normal amount, i just liked his songs, never cared about him. during the baby music video, i used to watch his gf, not him)
  114. sorry - justin bieber REMINDS ME OF THE HASCHAK SISTERS VERSION OMGG, i used to watch all of their videos/songs (my bias was sierra but i think i maybe had a crush on her now that i think about it) in middle school i once lied to a friend and said they were my cousins, and because i had curly hair she believed me😭just so you know that girl had tried to convince me she'd been bitten by a fucking vampire so my lie wasn't bad ok
  115. cold water - major lazer ft. justin bieber & mo musically era gotta love t
  116. let me love you - dj snake ft. justin bieber this one is so fucking funny, in may 2017 me and my sister made a musically to this song so now it's an inside joke we have, we would takes turns during the "nah nah nah" part and shake our heads (musically being sped up videos it was just ridiculous) i need to find this video asap
  117. what do you mean - justin bieber wait? the haschak sisters...strike again??? or am i insane
  118. pocketful of sunshine - natasha bedingfield UGH! worst song ever...I GOT A POCKET GOT A POCKETFUL OF SUNSHINE
  119. in my head - jason derulo IM SO NOSTALGIC IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE LIKE WE JUST HAVE SUCH GOOD SONGS
  120. let's have a battle - the dazzlings EQUESTRIA GIRLS MENTIONNED!!!!
  121. cafeteria song - MLP i only watch this movie in french actually, this song is imo better in french but i love itttt it brings tears to my eyes i love my little pony so much (SUNSET SHIMMER IS MY FAV)(also rarijack forever)(also sunset shimmer and sci-twilight point blank)
  122. don't you - simple minds pitch perfect is everywhere
  123. vamos a la playa - loona 2011 in a nutshell
  124. sun is up - inna fun fact about me: i used to do baton/majorettes (with my sister, she actually did it first and i loved it and joined) and we had a choreography on this song! ugh i loved it so much
  125. cool for the summer - demi lovato if i had to choose the ultimate summer song this one would be it, it gives the same vibes as my childhood summers do, and it also reminds me of a vine LOL
  126. girl next door - copperpot my babysitter's a vampire :p
  127. stuck on a feeling - prince royce i have no idea what this reminds me of but it makes my body move and i feel good inside so idc
  128. i knew you were trouble - taylor swift her first ever song in my book, back when she was relevant. i can't lie i love this song
  129. the way i are - timbaland ft. keri hilson & DOE sexiest song award goes to
  130. stereo hearts - gym class hereos this reminds me of american got talent (i used to watch people singing or dancing in AGT on youtube) but idk who
  131. fright song - monster high the only monster high song ever, i feel so passionately about it
  132. toxic - britney spears pitch perfect is all around you "let's go out like bellas and sing one ore song" lmao these movies are my whole life
  133. price tag - jessie j ♡ again, pitch perfect is in everything and everywhere (i love this song to death. it makes me so happy, i'm immediately in a good mood when i hear it? i used to love jessie j!)
  134. call me maybe - carly jepsen girl...EVERYONE LOVES THIS SONG
  135. down - jay sean "BABY DONT WORRY YOU ARE MY ONLY YOU WONT BE LONELY EVEN IF THE SKY IS FALLING DOWNNNN"
  136. hard to say i'm sorry - chicago i have to thank my mother for this. her car playlist when i was a kid was top tier. i yearn for it to come back im exhausted of the kdrama songs save me
  137. i wanna dance with somebody - whitney houston uh hellooo?? did the haschak sisters strike again LOL (this is a classic come on)
  138. material girl - madonna ok. i used to be a huge fan of stranger things. in 2018 i had a fanpage (which is how i had met my ibf), and when season 3 came out in 2019, it became my favorite season. summer 2019 was good (and so was stranger things until the real writer--aka that guy's wife who also wrote fear street--left bc they got divorced, and until the cast turned zionist)
  139. i want to know what love is - foreigner ♡ thank you mommy for the amazing 80s songs they're still favs of mine and will forever be
  140. time of my life - jennifer warnes & bill medley DIRTY DANCING IS THE TWLIGHT OF THE 80s!! THE PLAYLIST IS FIRE
  141. girls just wanna have fun - cyndi lauper girls just wanna have fun that's true
  142. she's like the wind - patrick swayze ♡ i think my favorite from dirty dancing, i love the lyrics and the instruments in the back ouuhhh "just a fool to belueve i have anything she needs" period sit down
  143. some nights - fun thank you mama again, also the music video of we are young by fun traumatized me as a kid (when she used the knife)
  144. i do it for you - bryan adams mom, thanks to you i know the epid highs and lows of bryan adams' discography
  145. here i am - bryan adams ♡ spirit is one of my favorite animated movie ever, and him singing in it was the cherry on top. even the french version has him singing his songs in french. it's such a beautiful movie, i sob every time.
  146. hungry eyes - eric carmen ♡ i acutally don't like dirty dancing that much i only love the songs, i wish my mom would BRING BACK HER OLD PLAYLIST IN THE CAR!!
  147. i don't want to be - gavin degraw one tree hill anthem, i grew up with this show, was obsessed with it during middle school and the songs are to die for (i only put this one though)
  148. party in the usa - miley cirus i think music is the only thing i feel good about when it comes to my past. those years were not good, but the music was, so i feel good listening to it again
  149. tiktok - kesha the real tiktok ceo
  150. roar - katy perry "i stood for nothing, so i feel for everything" write that down kids
  151. wide awake - katy perry i don't remember listening to this one that much but it was on the radio back at my gramma's house during the summer, i would just dance on my own or wth Daisy (her late dog)<3
  152. firework - katy perry do you ever feel like a plastic bag
  153. dark horse - katy perry ft. juicy j was so jealous she could turn people she didn't like into anything she wanted
  154. hot n cold - katy perry  fun fact, i was obsessed with that song and wanted to look cool so i could make friends (lowkey sad) so i took my DS and took pictures of the music video, at the end when she's on stage, to pretend i was there.....
  155. TGIF - katy perry  iconic and forever will shout this, LAST FRIDAY NIGHTTT
  156. ET - katy perry edits went hard with this song back in the day
  157. california gurls - katy perry cotton candy in french is "barbe à papa" (literally means "dad's beard") and this is what barbe à papa sounds like
  158. i kissed a girl - katy perry first gay song i ever heard if i'm not mistaken (and i loved it)
  159. i wanna be yours - arctic monkeys the desperation, i live for it
  160. warm - the neighbourhood I TRY TO LOVE YOU BABYYY IN EVERY WAY
  161. sweater weather - the neighbourhood every knows this song, everyone loves this song, 'cause its TOO COOOOLD FOR YOU HERE AND NOW
  162. tabacco sunburst - the neighbourhood one of my favorites, it's so soothing and it feels sad but in a way that doesn't make ME sad while listening to it, it also reminds me of my year of uni, that first semester where i was alone<3 (i made friends the second semester lol)
  163. blue - the neighbourhood can you believe this song is about edging? so funny to me
  164. dangerous - the neighbourhood hate the message but it sounds good💔we're made to love i can't stand cheaters
  165. over the influence - the neighbourhood ♡ WALK TO THE BEAT OF MY HEARTTT GOT ME A SHOT WITH THE STARS
  166. reflections - the neighbourhood everyone's favorite but i wrote books while listening to it so how passionate ARE YOU really mmh?
  167. a little death - the neighbourhood isn't this song about touching yourself?😭i think i read that "she sought death on a queen sized bed" is a metaphor
  168. compass - the neighbourhood  this one is just so yummy "you're always there to help me when i'm down, i'm lucky you've been keeping me around, you're the star i look for every night, when it's dark, you'll stick right by my side" need i say more
  169. scary love - the neighbourhood a friend of mine told me once this song reminded her of me so i love it 👅
  170. stargazing - the neighbourhood during my year in uni there was this guy i thought was annoying who liked the nbhd, so i asked him which song was his fav, and he said this one. i remember judging him a little, because it's good and i love it but your favorite? really? i understand now though. also, he's now one of my best friends. on t'aime Axel❗
  171. softcore - the neighbourhood don't know how to say this without sounding insufferable but i used to listen to this one all day and then it went viral on tiktok, and seeing it get so...unappreciated by how much people used it for stupid stuff made me stop listening to it altogether. it was truly one of my most liked songs until that
  172. the beach - the neighbourhood ♡ one of the songs i can't listen to bc i love it so much. i love the ocean and the beach, it's where i feel the most human and the most free. i genuinely forget everything and just feel, and it's so liberating. we were never meant to live like this, when we have literal paradise on earth. this song makes me feel understood in a world where i get misunderstood on a daily basis.
  173. void - the neighbourhood ♡ i LOVE this song. to get the creative juices flowing, i usually only listen to songs that fit the vibe of the book i'm working on WHEN i'm working on it, and this song fits a book i've been wanting to write since i finished liquid gold (so october 2024). i stop myself from listening to it because it would be torture. i feel the urge to write the book but i CANT. IT WONT GET OUT.
  174. daddy issues - the neighbourhood i don't have a dad but i like to pretend i do and that i hate him when this song comes on
  175. prey - the neighbourhood one of the first songs i listened to from them
  176. afraid - the neighbourhood i sometimes wonder if this song if about cloning lol, but tbh the way i see it, it's the feeling of being desperate not to be replaced, when you care about someone and you're scared they'll get closer to someone else than they are to you (haha we all know where this comes from i guess, i'm trauma dumping)
  177. nervous - the neighbourhood used to be in my top 3 before it became insanely popular, but i stopped listening to it after that (i still love it so much)
  178. you get me so high - the neighbourhood WE SHOULD STICK TOGETHER YOURE MY BEST FRIEND AND I LOVE YOU FOREVER
  179. cry baby - the neighbourhood i think i talk too much FORREALLLL bc why did i write a whole essay for why i love each individual song here
  180. fallen star - the neighbourhood  i love all the nbhd songs, i was a huge the nbhd nerd a couple years back and i still love their music even though i don't really listen to them anymore, they're still favs of mine, but when this one came out...it just spoke to me in a way no one ever could
  181. paradise - the neighbourhood  PICTURE MEEEE IN THE MAJOR LEAGUESSS LIVING IN A DREAM THAT I CREATED YUH I WROTE MY OWN BOOKS SO I NEVER HAD TO READ YOUR PAGES!!





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